today ONLY matters

YESTURDAY:
Finding myself is hard. I have cried countless nights trying to get the negative voices out my head - am I not good enough?

I give up.

Where is my knight to save me? Take my pain, take my burdens, take what is wrong.

I give up.

Why am I always wrong? Point fingers, scream, ignore me but I am asking you to teach me. Tell me what I have done.

I give up.

Go ahead and blame me like everyone else. I want to please you, you too, you over there but what about me?

I give up.

I am reaching out. Save me. Encourage me.

TODAY:
I have found myself. No tears, no restless nights. I am perfect.

Never give up.

I rely on myself. I heal my pain and I carry my own burdens. Nothing is wrong.

Never give up.

I am learning from my mistakes. I will learn on my own. Your lessons may lead me in the wrong direction.

Never give up.

It has always been about me.

I saved myself from giving up.

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