March has been eventful to say the least. I turned 25, I'm planning a major event for my job, my brother turned 20, my dad also had a birthday and a much needed family reunion happened.
I celebrated my 25th for practically the whole month with my family and close friends but there has been something that has been bothering me. I've been trying to figure out who I am and where I want to be.
In about a week I will find out if I'm going into a Doctorate program. I'm not sure if I'm mentally ready for it. I feel I need it but the demand of it all can be draining and overwhelming.
I also discovered that I'm loving myself more. I feel I'm being too selfish but I haven't been selfish in years and I think I want to take advantage of that. However, I don't want to pass up on anything that's good for me. I'm a complicated mess!
I think I'm ready for a beautiful adventure during this 25th year. Everyone says that life gets better at and after 25 but then again people say the same thing to those turning 30, 40 & 50, so who really knows.
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