Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Working Out Ain't Working Out

It is really that unrealistic?  Can I even do it?  I see plenty of success stories but I never have a story to tell.  Weight loss has not been my friend.

It is not even about weight loss, I just want to tone up and gain my endurance back.  Is that too much to ask for?  I was working out pretty consistently until mid-December but for various yet legit reasons, I just can’t seem to find something that can encourage me to get active again.  I am the type of person that needs someone telling me what to do – like a coach. 

I hate the gym.  It is my natural enemy.  What am I supposed to do in the gym?  Ok, so I can run for 30 minutes, then what?  I can tell myself that I am tired or fake a cramp then leave and never really get the workout I need.  I can lift some weights, then what? Lift some more?  I feel so lost in gyms. 

I don’t mind running but where am I supposed to run?  I do not want to be interrupted by traffic, kids, stepping in dog poop or even run behind someone who knows you are coming but does not want to move out the way so you are no longer in your zone. 

I want to do something fun while someone yells in my face telling me to suck it up and do 20 more.

I think I am just making excuses again, let me just get up and go workout somewhere J

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