About a month ago I felt a lump.
To be perfectly honest I found it years ago but barely said anything until recently. Being scared to death is an understatement. I always wondered what I would if faced with something like this. Should I get rid of them and get implants or go through the crazy treatments? Once I told my parents and brothers about it they immediately gave me the support I needed and the courage to go see the doctor. The day before the appointment it finally hit me, I could have cancer. I didn't want anyone to know because I didn't want anyone to feel sad or worried about me.
Going to the doctor never felt so weird. I haven't had my mom with me for a doctors appointment in years but it was nice to have that support. The doctor said he wasn't sure so off to a specialist I go.
I was hoping for the best and it felt like forever waiting for the specialist. She was the nicest, thorough and most energized doctor I have ever met. It took me years to get to this point and all I could think about was that I should have came at the first signs so it can be treated easier if I had cancer.
Thank God she didn't feel anything, only fatty tissue. I've been worried for so long and I finally get to relax. I should have came in earlier but now I'm educated on what to look for. My message to you all is that whatever doesn't feel right get it all checked out. Fear doesn't make it go away.
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